++duka weekend++

aku mls nak cerita pjg2..
tp aku just nak ckp..
weekend 12-13 july 08 is the worst weekend that i ever had..
since friday lg aku dah rasa kurang happy..
sat and sun is supposed to relax myself..
tp through out those two days aku rasa extremely weird..

when sunday come.. somthing happen..
the story begin when my friend ask for help..
for something yg aku tak mungkin dpt tlg..
she beg me.. of course as a friend aku serba sedikit rasa bsalah..
lebih2 lg dia byk tlg aku selama ni..
aku cuba cari jln dan kata2 yg terbaik utk menolak permintaan dia..
smpai lah pd satu kejadian aku tersalah send msg kt org yg aku sayang..
ntah lah camana leh tersalah.. spjg hari aku pikir pasal dia
nk msg org lain pun termsg kat dia..

dia mula curiga bila baca sms aku..
as an ordinary human being.. sape2 pun aku rasa curiga bila baca sms aku..
aku tak salah kan dia..
aku try explain what actually had happened...
tp aku rasa dia dah hilang rasa percaya kat aku..
spjg mlm aku tak dpt tido..

i've make a mistake.. i've to admit it..
but one thing i would like him to know..
i've no intention to hurt his heart..
and all my smses to him have explained all..
explained my feeling towards him.. really comes from my heart.

dugaan.. mmg ini dugaan bg kami..
curiga mencurigai?? kdg2 perlu dan kdg2 tak perlu..
yang penting.. sejauh mana kepercayaan kpd psgn masing2..
sejauh mana rasa sayang pd psgn masing2..
harapan aku.. semoga aku dan dia tabah hadapi semua ni..
lebih2 lg diri aku yg terlalu sensitif..